I am moving away from consuming meat. And the reason may surprise you.
It’s not because we have daughters who are vegetarian and pescatarian. Sure, they’ve made me think about things – but their decisions are theirs. And while I appreciate that their decisions have made me think about things, it’s not the reason.
The idea of moving away from meat is also not for my health. I love the taste of meat and am in pretty good shape. Outside of the rogue cancer a couple years back, my systems are pretty solid for an old guy.
Moving away from meat isn’t even for the planet – which, frankly, should be motivation enough. Rain forests are the lungs of the earth. They shouldn’t be cleared for pastureland to sate a global appetite for meat. Capitalism is only so sustainable.
All of these would be perfectly valid reasons for a move away from a dietary staple I’ve enjoyed for almost 60 years. But it’s none of these reasons.
As a writer, I visualize words. In everything around me. And all the words hold distinct meaning.
One day last year, I was browsing some red meat at the market when it dawned on me – this was not some fancy-branded consumer product. It wasn’t a “ribeye” or a “porterhouse.” It was a skinned and butchered animal. It was flesh.
Flesh. That one word freaked me out right there in the market. I immediately saw things differently. I once heard someone say, “Once the mind expands on thought, it never regresses to its original state.” When you know something, you can’t pretend you don’t.
Again, I love meat. But I only really crave beef. And even that is mostly for ground flesh formed into round patties. Burgers. That’s what I crave. And don’t give me the veggie option and call that a burger. Bean burger will never satisfy me like a beef burger, and I’ll always be disappointed – I’m not even willing to pretend.
I have always loved animals. And now that I think about meat as flesh, I have a hard time ripping them apart and swallowing them. I also don’t think I could ever survive on plants alone. Not happily. Which is why we’ve shifted our meal rotation to include a lot of seafood. Like, 4 to 5 nights per week. Yes, I know it’s still flesh. And fish are animals. But we have to draw the line somewhere, right? And besides, if there’s one thing I crave more than ground mammal – it’s seafood. So that bodes well.
A while back, we had friends over for chicken and ribs. As I prepped and cooked, I thought about it. All of it. The food was delicious, of course, but I could only manage to eat a little. It wasn’t even red meat, but it was still flesh.
Yeah, I think meat is coming to an end for me. I can’t not think about what it is anymore and how we come about it.
Being a writer is no picnic. Certainly not a picnic with meatball subs.